I remember at the beginning of this year, I felt like it was going to be a good year. I was in love, going to move to Cleveland and get a job. I'd be out of college and doing art or anything really just as long as I was with Alex.

Instead, I live with my shitty family here in GA, I work a shitty job at minimum wage, and Alex broke up with me. I'm angry and bitter all the time, and I feel like I have nothing to look forward to.

I'm still trying to get a better job, and move to Seattle. I just feel like its never going to happen. Not only does it feel like nothing good ever happens, but I just don't have any self motivation anymore.

The worst part is that I took up smoking and drinking. I just don't give a fuck anymore.