Am I alive?

 I had an evening on Saturday where I was at the gym, and watching TikTok. There was a video of some pharmaceutical rep at a Congressional h...

 Hello. I started having this urge to start journaling again for the past few months or so. I know this sounds dumb, but I was reading a Mil...

 It’s been a hell of a year. 2020. Last year was amazing. Monica and I were so happy. I was financially doing great, and doing all kinds of ...

   I had a dream last night about Alex. It was kind of weird, and I just felt like writing about it I guess. It helps to get it out of my sy...

    You know when an addict or alcoholic relapses? I imagine this is what it feels like. I feel like I did something and fucked up so bad. A...

   Hey pals. I've started getting kind of sad again. It looks like I last wrote in 2014, and not that I can really remember every detail...

    It's pretty funny how I finally come on here to post and it's about something good for once, and then the next day, I'm righ...